Sunday, November 1, 2009

Hey ya'll!

Words-Train.

I finally have one free minute in the last 2 months to get on here.

Holy crap, life is insane.

I'm back at school. I graduate in March, and I have really no idea what I'm going to do. It's weird, I'm not that worried about it. I should be, but I'm not. haha. I have gone to several career fairs, but a Math Degree is pretty general, when I get closer to graduating I'll get more offers. Is this weird?...that I'm not worried? Is it possible to make myself worry about it? If naturally I'm not. Well, I don't really want to know. For sure. I have 4 math classes this quarter. Yah, it's not as bad as it sounds. Crazy that I like this stuff. It's really interesting to me, but next quarter I only have to take 2, so I wanted to take some other stuff. Interesting stuff, other than math. haha. So, if you have any suggestions, hit me up.

These first couple of months have been pretty hard. I'm missing my family more this quarter, I don't know why. I was so excited to get out of my house, but I miss my little sister this quarter more. I'm living in this single dorm/apartment thing. The point is, no roomie. So, it's kinda lonely. But I do get to go to bed whenever I want, and do whatever I want in here. I guess that's a good thing. It's a 24 hr quiet hall, so let's say I've already had problems. Like last week, I get up at 7 for my 830 class, and I was drying my hair, and someone slipped a note under my door and asked me if I could dry my hair somewhere else cause she was trying to sleep. Eh, I put a note on my door that said: "Could you go somewhere else and sleep, I'm trying to blow dry my hair." Owned.

I'm working again, good cause I have over drawn my bank account so many times it's not even funny this summer. I love my job. The job is crappy, it's not hard, it's food service so yah, but the people make that job. I've had a great time. I love to go.

Love depo. Eh. Nothing to report, just an old idea came back, and then quickly left again with all my hopes about it. Too much time. It's almost been 2 years, and I want to say that I have wasted it, but I really haven't. I had a best friend that I wouldn't trade for anything. He never made me feel physically bad about myself, which is terribly important. I have learned a lot, what to do, what not to do, learned about myself and what I can handle, and definitely what is my crossing point, how humans interact and how they treat each other. My interactions have been changing quite a bit. I'm speaking up more, which I didn't think was possible, but now what I say isn't as loud, but it more interesting. I'm trying to be more read, like with books and ideas. I tend to lag behind. haha.

Thanksgiving is coming up. I'm looking forward to it, and my older brother is going to move back up here with his son. I'm stoked for that. YAY!

It's time to get back to the studying. I'm sure my next post will be more insightful, but just time for an update.

PEACE!

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